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This week starts out with a full Moon/lunar eclipse and ends with the start of a new season as the Sun moves into Libra. We shouldn't expect to get much done on Monday and Tuesday as the Moon drifts through Pisces, culminating with a Pisces full Moon/lunar eclipse on Tuesday. Eclipses always come in pairs, and this is the first of two eclipses that will occur over the next two weeks. This one in particular will encourage us to release anything we are hanging on to that is keeping us stuck, as we examine the thoughts and activities that have been blocking forward motion. We'll be on the run Wednesday and Thursday as the Moon travels through high-powered Aries, and be equally productive Friday and Saturday when it moves into the grounded sign of Taurus. The Moon will hold court in Gemini on Sunday as the Sun glides into loving Libra and Venus enters the soulful sign of Scorpio. Translation? Sharing our thoughts and feelings will be a theme as we begin a four-week cycle of striving to honor our relationships and bring more beauty to our worlds!

The Gifts Behind Names: Chaldean Numerology Unwraps the Mystery, by Heather Alicia Lagan

(Article originally published in The Llewellyn Journal.)

Chaldean numerology has traveled a rather bumpy road since its birth in ancient Mesopotamia thousands of years ago. In later years, for a variety of reasons, people needed a simpler system to work with—and thus, Chaldean suffered an NDE (metaphorically speaking, of course). While most thought the subject dead, a group of low-key scholars kept it on life support for another few thousand years, during which time it was carefully studied and passed down to further caretakers. Only recently has it begun its long-awaited rebirth into the land of the living...and the interest in this mystical oracle keeps growing, undoubtedly because it has proven itself to be the most accurate, inspiring, enlightening, challenging and rewarding alpha-numerology system in existence.

Chaldean numerology surpasses others in that its birth was based on sound and symbol connections—not only does it consider the numeric vibrations in a name, it affords equal attention to the meanings of the characters each name is composed of. Nevertheless, it was still the most difficult of all systems to wrap a brain around—so could this complex system be simplified to the point that everyone could use it and understand how to invite the most satisfaction, success and spiritual enlightenment into their lives?

Good question, right? One I pondered long and hard...and then put the system to work over a period of twenty years. Along the way, I kept notes—reams of them—and then simplified it so that exactly that could happen: everyone could understand it. Here is just a sample of what Chaldean numerology can reveal once you know the language, so to speak. What follows is a respectful look at one name and is intended only as an introductory to the mysterious world of Chaldean alpha-numerology.

I know you all recognize the name Llewellyn. This company name has remained the same for over 110 years, and its letter and number contents speak to its outside image, interior activities, character, strengths, and the pattern created by the energetic cycle it passes though every 34 years (which is the total number of all letters in this name unit: i.e L=3, E=5, etc.) and its overall essence, which is the enigmatic but brilliant brain-ruled number 7 (which we will have a quick look at later).

The most prominent letters in this name are the (very rare) opening double L (ruled by 3) factors and the identical (extremely rare) double L energies repeated later. The L is helpful: it is the Helping Hand...its original meaning connected to ancient cattle prods whose goal was to promote progress by offering gentle tail-lifts to striking cattle. While the first L serves as the Cornerstone (the first letter of any given word), the second L intensifies these attributes and can thereby also create conflict, because we all know that too much of a good thing can wind up being...well, too much of a good thing. As mentioned, this pattern is repeated later in the name unit which then presents two separate and subtle Master 33 energies (33 equals the Healer of the Masses—quite appropriate when considering the goal of this Company as reflected in their Vision Statement: To be the world's leading supplier of works for personal growth and the transformation of body, mind, and spirit).

These L vibrations are ruled by the 3, which represents constant activity of both the brain and the body (interior functioning of the Company), with the ultimate goal being the amalgamation of the body, mind, and spirit into a product. The aforementioned conflict may arise when the Company is inundated with manuscripts, ideas, and other projects; while Llewellyn would truly love to be able to publish them all, this is simply not a viable option. That is where the additional theme of the Master 33 comes in: sacrifice. Here, it would be around which topics and authors are short-listed and which are regretfully laid aside. The repetition later in the name indicates that this is a recurring or cyclical event...and it can definitely cause conflict when a few editors knock heads over any particular book.

The second most prominent letter is the E, which appears twice, but in different placements. The first one exaggerates the double L characters, and since the E is the most enthusiastic, enduring, evolving, and sometimes excessive energy, it indicates periods of time when the incoming projects can be overwhelming, while the second placement takes Llewellyn into the second set of double L energies. Both symbols speaks to freedom. Freedom of speech, freedom of choice, and freedom of thought—in a word, independence, which is exactly what Llewellyn is—one of the largest and oldest independent publishing houses in modern history.

Further, the E talks about constant change...which each season of publication would definitely bring. There is much more to the E than can be shared here, but suffice it to say that this is the most powerful, progressive, and potent letter—it is sheer energy—and heavy doses can be a bit like receiving a needle of adrenaline straight to the heart of the matter. It gets things moving: the mind engages, the body activates, and the spirit soars...both E values in Llewellyn supply continual, electrically-charged sustenance to the core of this Company.

The 5 this letter is ruled by is very similar in meaning: it is freedom, communication, changes, independence, travel...and as such, might create absolute chaos within the Company but for the saving grace of its center placement in the traditional number scale of 1-10. Imagine sitting in the centerpoint of a teeter-totter while it is in motion; this is the nature of the 5: it keeps and maintains balance even through the highs and lows—or the most trying and challenging of times. (Including the N, there are three 5 values in this name, which is highly fortuitous in terms of balance.) Also worthy of note is that this is the only number to which fame is attached...and these same 3 indicators speak to the fame this Company has achieved while also providing the springboard for successful authors who have been published through this house.

The center of this name revolves around the W, which is symbolic of the highs and lows of a roller coaster in that the high points of the letter itself are separated by the low valleys in between. This letter is reaching up, striving for spiritual guidance and is not one to give up; it is a warm and welcoming vibration that is backed by the emotional and loving 6. This combination presents a wide and wondrous way of looking at things and is among the most loyal of energies. When one looks at the word WE as found in Llewellyn, the suggestion of an all-encompassing group speaks volumes; this incorporates the Company and the writers and the readers, everyone who is intrinsic in achieving the common goal: to share information, healing tools, helpful advice, old and new knowledge, and anything else that can assist in the development of mankind. There is, after all, a very deep and unplumbed WELL of knowledge. This last word can also be used when connected to the spiritual state of all: We (are) Well. Or that is our aim. To be connected and to be spiritually healthy.

Every thirty-four years or so, Llewellyn will hit the fork in the road: the Y. This is a choice imposed or a choice made that has the potential to completely alter the direction of the Company, and while this Y often carries an overall message that impacts the name energy on a constant basis, it also can highlight one year periods when pronounced shifts take place. For example, during the late 1960s, an unexpected resurgence of interest in the metaphysical forever changed the path of the Company. In 1969, the year of the Y, new directions were taken, new clients discovered, and new life injected into the Company. Llewellyn's path changed, dramatically and forever.

This letter is ruled by number 1: the beginner, the starter, the initiator, and the pioneer, which supports the consequences of choosing either road: it will be a new beginning. A different angle of this Y cycle (which lasts 1 year) came soon after the original purchase of the Company (1901), when Llewellyn George published the first year-long Moon Sign Book, which has been published every year since 1905. The Y indicates the option of taking the road well-traveled versus the road barely visible, and it is obvious that Llewellyn chose to take the road less traveled and in doing so, paved the way for others to follow.

The final letter energy is the N, which is, as mentioned, also ruled by 5. Long ago, this symbol was connected to the fish, which represented nourishment for the body and the soul—which is pretty darn close to the ideal description of this Company and the service it provides. Another aspect of this final positioning is also ideal; the N is seen as an energy filter: that which comes through this filter is mellowed and transformed into softer vibes. It throws a normal and neutral blanket over the entire picture.

So this brief run-through of the highly-respected energy that is Llewellyn should give you an idea of how this process works, although it is much more involved when assigned to Name and Lifepath analysis for a person.

And I would be remiss if I did not elaborate on the 7 this name is ruled by (this is the total sum, after reduction, of the entire name). But first, a quick observation: the four L energies are upside down versions of the 7. The W also holds two slightly quirky 7 energies within its structure, as does the N. Interesting?

The 7 is the number of the brain, and its lesson is to incorporate both sides of the brain into one powerful unit. One type of the 7 lives in the lab of the Scientist and represents logic, facts and figures, scientific data, controlled progression, practicality, and non-emotive exteriors, while the other lives in the land of the Metaphysician: anything esoteric, mystical, paranormal, thought-provoking, artistic, and spiritual appeals to them and can even become their life’s work. Consider the two sides below.

1. The name Llewellyn houses a group of thinking energies that are focused in the logic and practicality of good choices versus bad ones. Thinking ahead, planning, calculating, considering, and then reaching decisions and instigating production. All involve the logical and most effective use of data accessed through the scientific side of the brain; no emotion, just the facts please. This is a realistic place to be.
2. The name Llewellyn also houses a group of thinking energies that produce metaphysical and spiritual products that are all about hope and faith. Learning to accept, heal, renew, and to love the self and others. All involve the metaphysical and the purest of spiritual or occult categories for those seeking answers that lie beyond science, and the intuition plays a key role. This is magickal place to be.

Llewellyn is both: it is the ideal blend of the Scientist with the Metaphysician, which is the goal of the 7. That said, this is a rarity: a sparkling gem in the land of spiritual knowledge and education. It is truly unusual to find a balanced 7, and how perfectly appropriate it is for this Company and its activities.

And it is the publisher of my first book (Chaldean Numerology for Beginners: How Your Name and Birthday Reveals Your True Nature and Life Path), to boot. I am very fortunate and blessed. As are we all.

Namaste.
Heather Lagan

Article originally published in The Llewellyn Journal. Copyright Llewellyn Worldwide, 2011. All rights reserved.

I have a question about my path with abuse. I grew up knowing about the divinity available, but I was paralyzed by fear and pain because of the sexual abuse I experienced. As this is sadly a common experience among women, I decided to volunteer for a related organization. What is it about women who experience this trauma as opposed to those who do not? I somehow feel I chose this challenge to overcome in order to redeem deep pieces of power I have lost - possibly in past lives. What do you believe about sexual abuse in connection with spiritual growth? Do you think it would be wise to do soul retrieval through regression to past lives where I may have also been abused? Thank you! I will be grateful to hear whatever you receive on this. God Bless!

- Katherine

Dreamchaser:

Katherine, I am sorry that you had to withstand the trauma you did when you were young. It did, however, turn you into who you are today, so it was a definite soul choice of yours before you came to this planet.

Before we come here, we choose our path, our lessons, our families, our names and every other detail and aspect of our human lives. Everything that happens to us is part of a divine plan for our soul so that we can learn what we need to learn to finally ascend. So yes, Katherine, you chose the sexual abuse you suffered as part of your life lesson. You are learning, evolving and moving forward. We are not meant to go BACKWARDS.

We leave a piece of us in each life I think, but on the other hand, we also bring pieces of wisdom, power and knowledge into following lives. For example, when we take a vacation, we leave a piece of ourselves there in that place, but we also come back full up with THAT place and memories that will last forever. We do not necessarily need or want to go back and retrieve pieces of our soul. Whatever parts of our soul we have with us are the parts that we need. If your soul is missing something, fill it up with meditation, prayer and LOVE (not just the romantic kind).

Trauma/abuse, be it sexual, physical, mental, emotional or any other kind, happens to each and every human being on this planet. Not ONE person can leave this life without feeling that some person or thing on this planet victimized them in some way. We have two choices. We can choose to allow things to take us down and destroy us, or we can choose to use what happens to us for good somehow. In ANY situation, we can choose love or hate, positive or negative, fear or faith, etc. I would hope that we choose to embrace our lessons and learn from them and use them to help others, like you are doing NOW with this organization.

I cannot tell you whether "Soul Retrieval" or "past life regression" should or should not be used. They are much like plastic surgery, in my opinion. If you think it will help you, then feel free to try it. Just be very careful regarding who is performing the procedure. A friend of mine went for a "Soul Retrieval" recently and she said she started to worry when the woman started humming the theme song to "Lassie" as her "sacred spiritual song for ushering in spirits." Make sure you ask the person for references and then check them. Never, EVER, let just anyone work on your soul. That is HIGHLY dangerous. A good rule of thumb would be, "when in doubt, opt out."

I wish you wholeness.

*****

Astrea:

The question you really seem to be asking is much broader than what has happened to you in your own life.

Why is there suffering in the World? EVERYONE SUFFERS, and we all measure our own happiness against our suffering. There is evil and suffering in the World because that is the NATURE of life on EARTH. I do not believe there can be any Great Universal Intent to make us suffer from sexual abuse or anything else. Evil occurs along with Good in Nature. We have to accept what is.

Your Capricorn birthday is part of the reason you have been forced to accept this abuse. I find that, for whatever reason, Earth Signs experience more of that kind of trauma than other signs, and of the three Earth Signs, Capricorn seems to be the most vulnerable to that sort of experience. I think it's wonderful that you can rationalize that you CHOSE these experiences, but I don't believe that you really did. I know that Capricorn women are stronger than lots of other people, and perhaps that's why you can SURVIVE something like this so well. Your personality, however, does NOT DRAW that to you! You never invited the sexual abuse.

The person or people who did these things to you took advantage of your generous nature and terrorized you so that you wouldn't tell. Perhaps that was a random event in your life, which is every bit as possible as a choice you might make before you came to this incarnation for that to happen to you. Perhaps that person had an EVIL SOUL, and did this for some sick kick. I do NOT think you were a willing participant before, after, or in ANY DIMENSION. I find it hard to believe that anyone, man or woman, would choose that. The BEST thing about that experience is that it is NOT HAPPENING NOW, and you have found a way to heal from it and to help others.

There is NO GOOD REASON in this or a past life for that to happen to any person. Abuse can't be explained away with "Karma." SOME THINGS JUST HAPPEN TO PEOPLE. Some people make poor choices, but no one chooses to suffer on purpose. Our Benign Universe would never dictate some of the things that we have to put up with.

ALL people experience the highest highs and the lowest lows in life. Men have abuse issues too. Women who don't experience the trauma of sexual abuse experience trauma in different ways. In everyone's life, no matter how perfect it might look from the outside, there are traumatic experiences, along with the good ones we create for ourselves. Our job as HUMAN BEINGS is to learn how to cope and deal with what we encounter in Life.

Astrea:

Many times in life we hear, "You will always have what you NEED, but not necessarily what you WANT." Your spirit must have needed to experience the feeling of leaving your human body, and the suggestion in the next chapter of Sylvia Brown's book was all it took to get you there.

Even though you hadn't read it yet, your SOUL recognized the title of that chapter as something it had been seeking, and your soul, knowing that you had that reference to read after your experience, got with it and out you went!

While I don't usually recommend her books, Sylvia Brown has a wide reaching and powerful effect on lots of people. A Gemini like you would be able to relate easily to her writing and put it to good use. Synchronicity - you gotta love it!

I like your description of "getting caught." That's exactly what it feels like, isn't it? One minute you're free and hovering above the room, and the next minute, ZAP! back down into your corporeal form you go!

As a little kid, I loved that "feeling of return." With practice, most of the time we can control that event, but sometimes, when our physical ears hear a distracting noise or something else occurs to knock us back into reality, back we go. With practice you will be able to control your return better.

I find it interesting that you were visiting your mother-in-law and not someone in your own genetic family. Evidently, you and your husband got married for reasons that are even deeper than love. His family's interest in "psychic stuff" will nurture your children in such matters and help them to grow into their own abilities.

You'll never have to be concerned that when your daughter visits them, she'll be discouraged from exploring her own psychic life and power. My parents encouraged me to develop my psychic senses in a time when it wasn't nice to even discuss such things in public. Heck, it's STILL not considered a great topic at the dinner table in some families!

Your kids will get to talk about it ALL and ask questions and read and study. This is going to give them such an edge in life! Talk with your husband about how you want to present this to your kiddos, so that you are united in your approach and ready to tell them their experiences are all natural and okay.

A word or two of warning: Geminis often have difficulty staying grounded in REAL LIFE. Don't get so strung out on your ASTRAL life that you neglect what you're doing here on Earth.

You are at the beginning of a long journey to learn where your power really lies. Try to be patient with this process and take your time.