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Monday's Capricorn Moon will have us waking to a productive day, allowing us to catch up on anything we couldn't get to last week. Take care though, as things could come undone Tuesday through Wednesday when the Moon moves into Aquarius and throws a few unexpected twists and turns into the mix. Thursday through Saturday we'll drift along under a spiritual Pisces Moon and on Saturday, a new Moon in Pisces will set the stage for the next two weeks. Pisces new Moons aren't always a call to start new things, as the spiritual tones it carries makes it more viable for setting new intentions and exploring our intuitive sides. The Moon will dance into Aries on Sunday, calling us to delve into the creative sides of our psyches and try new ways of approaching long-standing problems. With the Astrological New Year and a new season due in next week, now is the time to evaluate where we stand, where we'd like to go, and what our options are for embracing the new energies preparing to unfold!

The Quest for Spiritual Adulthood, by Richard Potter

(Article originally published in The Llewellyn Journal.)

After doing a few presentations about my book, Authentic Spirituality: The Direct Path to Consciousness, I am finding that people have become intrigued by my discussion of "spiritual adulthood." While this term only appears briefly in the book, it is implicit in much of what I talk about. Several people have commented about the lack of such a concept in exoteric religions and even esoteric spiritual paths. It appears to me that when one places consciousness—not human-made organizations—at the center of spirituality, spiritual maturity emerges as the goal.

If one looks at religions and schools of spiritual study, we typically see some version of teachers and students. There is a tendency in the patriarchal approaches to define these hierarchical roles in familial ways; teachers seem a lot like parents and students seem a lot like children. Certainly there is more texture to these relationships than is readily apparent from this description. For example, in esoteric schools, except for the highest teacher everyone is a student—even though some of them are also teachers. People can carry both the roles of teacher and student (parent and child), depending upon to whom they are relating.

From my perspective, a spiritual teacher is like the captain of a ferry, who takes us from one side of a large river to the other. Where is the place for those who have reached the other side of the river? They have crossed the river, used the expertise of the captain, but still have further to travel to reach their goal. It is not the end of the journey but the beginning of a new stage. Now the traveler must traverse new territory and often must do it without the help of a guide. We can continue on because of what we have learned while journeying with the captain and those who helped us previously. Unlike the captain of a ferry, a teacher has also given us a boon, or gift, that keeps us connected with many who have traveled this road before us.

How have we come to believe that we must always be pupils and not graduate into adult relationship and responsibility? Why is it that we cling to the belief that we are forever sheep that need shepherding? We have evidence all around us that children grow up and leave home. Students graduate and begin to practice what they have learned. Apprentices become journeymen and go on to become master craftsmen. What has caused us to ignore this reality in our spiritual lives? When we place consciousness at the center of spirituality, as I have in my book, Authentic Spirituality: The Direct Path to Consciousness, it calls into doubt these old ways of structuring spiritual pursuit.

It isn't difficult to figure out why the parent-child and teacher-student roles became associated with religious and spiritual development in the past. In pre-literate societies, the teachers/priests/shamans were those who had memorized the cultural stories and could share them with successive generations in the community. These elders not only knew the stories but had often experienced the life of spirit and could direct others from personal experience. Later, with the advent of writing, only a few were given the opportunity to venture into the mysterious world of literacy, and they belonged to the priestly or noble classes. These individuals held the "keys to the kingdom" for the vast majority of individuals in the society, because they could read and continue to preserve the cultural stories and secrets. However, with the advent of literacy it became less necessary for religious officials to have actually experienced spiritual depths; they could read about it and then share this second-hand knowledge with others.

Eventually the entire industry of organized religion began to guard access to its secrets and require periods of apprenticeship or study in order to be allowed to teach others and still the religious official need not have experienced that about which he was teaching. Mystical schools also developed where an older, oral tradition was maintained alongside the written traditions, and initiates into these mystical schools sometimes became teachers and shared the path with selected students.

An important message contained in Authentic Spirituality is that times are changing. In Western countries almost everyone can read and most of what used to be secret is now available to the general public. Unfortunately, much that is truly real gets lost in our culture since it relies on the written word to explain truth. Currently, many individuals are not only as educated as religious officials who are designated to be parental figures and dole out doctrine, but they are more educated. Priests, ministers, rabbis, and mullahs now face a struggle to convince us that they hold the keys to our spiritual lives. Among the mystical schools, the stories of the oral tradition can still be powerful—but they have been so become diluted and literalized by our materialistic culture that they are loosing their power.

There is still a crying need for inspired and inspiring teachers to share the mysteries of the path with others. There is also a huge need for people to live lives of soul and spirit. Living lives of soul and spirit means that people deepen and refine their consciousness. People such as these are needed to model for us how to begin this work. The great task of spirituality in this new age is to redefine the traditional understanding of teacher and student, parent and child, and to make much more room for the spiritual adult.

Much of my book, Authentic Spirituality, can be seen as a primer on spiritual adulthood. It is particularly by discussing "spiritual freedom" that we begin to see the process involved in attaining spiritual adulthood, which is the natural companion to spiritual freedom. Spiritual freedom requires that we have learned both to transcend our culture and live a good life within it. All truth requires the reconciliation of opposites and spiritual freedom is no exception. Transcending our culture means that we are no longer wearing our cultural blinders, made up of religious dogma, constricted consciousness, restricting concepts, and limited choices. It is also virtually impossible to live a human life without participation in the culture around us. When our individual consciousness becomes trained to be able to transcend our cultural viewpoints and at the same time partake in the teeming natural and cultural life around us, we have gained a degree of spiritual freedom. From this time forward we take on adult responsibilities for our own continued development and for the betterment of the world around us.

Spiritual freedom is the culmination of a long and arduous path and not the beginning (Potter, 2004). This is not what most people want to hear. We live in a society that wants things to be easy. When most of us hear about hard work, responsibility, and even adulthood, these things sound stifling and uninviting. We live in a society that holds youth to be the ideal state. Many children in the United States have little or no respect for the adults around them, most likely because the adults do not value adulthood. Adults would rather live a prolonged youth, avoiding adult choices and responsibilities. However, spiritual freedom requires us to go through a process of self-liberation where we rescue our true natures from the clutches of base ego desires and materialism of all kinds. Spiritual autonomy is not available to us when we remain wedded to our cultural addictions. We must use mastery, love, and will to transcend a previously adored state of spiritual childhood before we emerge into spiritual adulthood.

Is it worth it? That’s the real question. What is so great about spiritual maturity? I believe that the goal is worth the journey. I believe that the journey is also the goal, because the journey takes us through new realms of being and becoming, realms that in and of themselves are rewarding and exhilarating. I also do not want to neglect adulthood in general, because the truth is that being an adult in the lives of our families and communities can have much in common with being spiritual adults. It is only because we do not understand the benefits of maturity that we fear and avoid it. For a very long time the saturnian, joyless, patriarch or the depleted, overburdened employee have been our image of adulthood. When it is obvious that the whole purpose of life is to reach loving maturity and contribute to the well-being of our communities, we Western humans see drudgery. Where is our joy? Where is our love of life? Why do we forgo the emotional exhilaration of discovering the ever-unfolding life around us? Where is the peace that is found in fulfillment? Where is our gratitude for the mystery of life? These things, and many more, are the rightful inheritance of adulthood.

I have had the rare honor to have known several spiritual adults, and each has been quite different from the others. They also have had some similarities. I would like to create a new image of spiritual adulthood based upon the best qualities found in the spiritual adults I have known. I would like us to forget the stodgy authority figures of the past. We can move beyond an image of people too occupied with trivia to notice the beauty around them. If adulthood, responsibility, and maturity seem to us to be too limiting then we need to reevaluate our concepts. It is really our concepts, created by far too many years of repressive patriarchal, religious, political and economic rule that have indelibly imprinted a faulty view of both cultural and spiritual adulthood upon us.

Joy is universal among the wise. Joy is about being awake, and it seems to be impossible to be awake and not joyful. Joy is the natural state of the human heart, and as we awaken our heart, joy is the outcome (a time of healing may also be required). In a world that every day seems filled with more horror and ignorance, it seems incredible that spiritually awake individuals would be filled with joy, but that is typically the case. They are not blind to the ugliness of the world around them. They are in touch with the well-spring of joy within, and are therefore capable of seeing all the suffering, foolishness, and pain around them without becoming overwhelmed. They may become deeply concerned, sometimes outraged, by the cruelty of the ignorant, but they can remain centered in a joyful heart. The wise begin every action from their hearts and for this reason their actions can bring joy and light even into dark places.

We also see what we are attuned to see. When our hearts are filled with joy, we naturally are open to seeing the beauty, harmony, and depth of the exquisite life around us. How often have you noticed two people in the same situation and found that one saw mostly the beauty and the other saw mostly the problems? This is not so simple as to see one person as an eternal optimist and another as a pessimist. There is more at work here. Our consciousness becomes aware based upon what our heart is open to. When we are only open to sadness, our consciousness will extract sadness from the multiple possibilities in our environment. When our hearts are filled with joy we will extract joy from our environments. The spiritual adult will find reasons for joy all around and yet never be blind to the sadness.

Peace is the desire of the soul. It may be said that the entirety of life's quest is a search for peace that is beyond understanding. Because of its nature, peace cannot be completely found in life. Perfect peace is complete stillness and reserved for a time outside of time and space, or deep states of meditation, referred to as samadhi by the yogis. Humans have a deep desire for certain states of peace that can be experienced in life. There is a quiet sense of contentment that can come with spiritual adulthood that can permeate one's existence. A sense of no longer needing to prove anything, to strive to be better than others, or seek what is ultimately beyond our grasp, and the ability to know what is worth pursuing and what to let go, begins to accompany spiritual freedom and maturity. A peaceful heart becomes a balm not only for ourselves, but for all with whom we come in contact. Like a still lake whose calm surface only hints at the great depth that lies beneath, the heart of one who is spiritually mature can reflect the entire universe.

Yes, it is worth it to seek spiritual adulthood just as we need to value adulthood in our cultural lives. Who among us would not like to live our lives from a place of joy and peace? The outer world of the spiritually awake is often pretty much like anyone else’s, although one might perceive a little more thought and preparation. The inner world is where the difference lies. Joy and peace form the foundation and many other qualities are built from there. Qualities such as gratitude, love, wisdom, kindness, and magnanimity underpin the actions of the spiritual adult. There was a time when we thought that only gurus, high-priests and priestesses, prophets, and avatars could live such lives. Then what would be the purpose? Is it not more important than ever that as many of us as possible learn to live from a place of joy and peace?

When the time comes that we can see spiritual adulthood as attainable in this lifetime, when we can conceive of spiritual maturity as a natural state, then we will put aside the need to be shepherded like sheep or parented as children for our entire lives. We will not need to become teachers, father and mother figures to everyone we meet, or become inflated with a false sense of privilege. We will instead seek to learn and grow to adulthood so that we can take our rightful place in our families, communities, and societies. We will know that adulthood is normal and feel no need to be anything other than creative, joyful, and peaceful human beings.

Work Cited:
Potter, Richard N. (2004) Authentic Spirituality: The Direct Path to Consciousness. St. Paul: Llewellyn.

Article originally published in The Llewellyn Journal. Copyright Llewellyn Worldwide, 2005. All rights reserved.

My husband and I have been divorced for seven years. A couple of years ago he got remarried, and at that point, everything changed. His wife got pregnant right away, and he got caught up in his new family. I hate to admit it, but I didn't handle it very well. One day we got into another argument, and his wife said that she'd had it with my nasty attitude, and if I wasn't nicer, karma would bite me in the ass. I basically told her to go to hell. Well, after this, every time I was anything but kind or polite to them, something bad would always happen to me. Sometimes, all I had to do was THINK about being rude or nasty, and something would happen. For example, one day I was fuming over the situation and thinking about what I could do to get even. The TV was on, and just when I was thinking about what I might do, there was a loud pop, and smoke began to pour out of the TV! Another time I was on my way to their house to really let them have it when my car just died for no reason. The mechanic couldn't figure out what was wrong with it, but he replaced this and that, which cost me a lot of money. Another time I was chewing my ex out on the phone when all of a sudden, I got this horrible pain in my head. Is this karma, did his wife hex me, or am I somehow doing all this to myself?

- Kristin

Dreamchaser:

These things happened for two reasons. First, they were a direct result and physical manifestation of the anger inside of you. There are a number of movies that depict this phenomenon. For example, Firestarter centered on the character of a little girl who would set stuff on aflame when she got upset, so everyone around her did everything they could to keep her calm.

I know that is a rather dramatic example compared to what you're dealing with, but the same basic concept applies in your case. Your anger gets so intense that it erupts in your outer experience, or it explodes inward and you get a headache, some other pain, or feel exhausted.

Second, the Universe was trying to prevent you from actually completing the task of venting your anger on your husband and his new wife because they haven't done anything wrong. Your husband just moved on and married a perfectly decent woman, and they decided to have a baby.

I know it hurts you that they are moving on with their lives because you always believed he would someday come back to you. When she came into the picture and then got pregnant, all those hopes faded away. You then reacted in the only way you knew how - you got mad.

Anger is an emotion you are very comfortable with. You use it to protect yourself. If you didn't have that anger with your ex-husband and his new wife, you would have to actually feel all the hurt deep inside you, and you don't want to do that. It feels less threatening to get angry.

Kristin, your issues are not with your ex-husband. Your issues stem from old feelings of abandonment and fears that you are not quite good enough. You didn't know how to deal with some things you went through when you were a child, and as a result, you developed the habit of getting angry to avoid feeling emotional pain. Even happiness causes you pain sometimes, and as a result, you've become an angry person.

Ask the people around you. Ask them if you strike them as an angry person. I think most will be afraid to tell you the truth, to be honest. You're probably angry at me right now for even saying this stuff.

What do you want now, Kristin? You can ask the Universe for what you want, but then you must be willing to receive it. You can't have your ex-husband back. He is happy with his new family. He also very much wishes happiness for you, and hopes that you will find new peace and joy.

If you want new love, you can have that. You just have to ask and be willing - I mean REALLY willing - to receive it.

I wish you tranquility on all levels.

*****

Astrea:

When someone tells us that karma is going to get us and we believe that it will, we begin to manifest all sorts of bad experiences for ourselves. No one has put a hex on you, and karma isn't the problem. Being suggestible is the real issue here.

The new wife SUGGESTED that because you were so nasty to the two of them, you would suffer from bad karma, and in that moment, you chose to believe that she was right. It doesn't have a thing to do with her or your ex. You made this all about them, but really it's about your perspective on what you yourself have done and how you act toward others.

I hate to pop your wife-in-law's bubble, but karma is a lot bigger than making you suffer for a nasty remark or two. Karma is the energy we bring from PAST LIVES and what we create in THIS LIFE. If you start thinking more positively and creating better things for yourself, this bad luck you're having will vanish quickly.

YOU control what happens to you, though being nasty to others will certainly cause them to say and do some bad things back. If you look for the bad and you generate ill will, bad stuff always manifests. If you look for good things and try to be kind, you'll see a difference almost immediately. I know if you try, you can even find some good in your ex and his new wife. It may be hard to find, but it's there - you know it is.

Start to cultivate the Light by giving up all that negativity. Pick a start time and don't complain about ANYTHING for a week. This includes anything that normally upsets you. Every time you catch yourself complaining either mentally or out loud, find something positive to think or say too. You'll be amazed at how fast your attitude towards the world will change if you stop thinking in negative terms.

We talk a lot here at Kajama about the law of attraction, which basically says if you want good things, think good thoughts and do good deeds and good things will come your way. That's a simple explanation of a very complicated concept, but it covers it. People who welcome abundance into their lives enjoy that abundance. People who chase it away with negativity don't.

The new wife didn't hex you. You're doing this to yourself. What she DID was suggest that if you didn't get nicer, you would suffer the consequences, and that is exactly what happened.

Do a ritual to clear yourself of all that hostile energy. I'm sure by now you are pretty much over most of the bad stuff that happened between the three of you. Move on and find peace however you can with your ex and his wife.

In other words, it's time for you to start behaving yourself!

Astrea:

Many times in life we hear, "You will always have what you NEED, but not necessarily what you WANT." Your spirit must have needed to experience the feeling of leaving your human body, and the suggestion in the next chapter of Sylvia Brown's book was all it took to get you there.

Even though you hadn't read it yet, your SOUL recognized the title of that chapter as something it had been seeking, and your soul, knowing that you had that reference to read after your experience, got with it and out you went!

While I don't usually recommend her books, Sylvia Brown has a wide reaching and powerful effect on lots of people. A Gemini like you would be able to relate easily to her writing and put it to good use. Synchronicity - you gotta love it!

I like your description of "getting caught." That's exactly what it feels like, isn't it? One minute you're free and hovering above the room, and the next minute, ZAP! back down into your corporeal form you go!

As a little kid, I loved that "feeling of return." With practice, most of the time we can control that event, but sometimes, when our physical ears hear a distracting noise or something else occurs to knock us back into reality, back we go. With practice you will be able to control your return better.

I find it interesting that you were visiting your mother-in-law and not someone in your own genetic family. Evidently, you and your husband got married for reasons that are even deeper than love. His family's interest in "psychic stuff" will nurture your children in such matters and help them to grow into their own abilities.

You'll never have to be concerned that when your daughter visits them, she'll be discouraged from exploring her own psychic life and power. My parents encouraged me to develop my psychic senses in a time when it wasn't nice to even discuss such things in public. Heck, it's STILL not considered a great topic at the dinner table in some families!

Your kids will get to talk about it ALL and ask questions and read and study. This is going to give them such an edge in life! Talk with your husband about how you want to present this to your kiddos, so that you are united in your approach and ready to tell them their experiences are all natural and okay.

A word or two of warning: Geminis often have difficulty staying grounded in REAL LIFE. Don't get so strung out on your ASTRAL life that you neglect what you're doing here on Earth.

You are at the beginning of a long journey to learn where your power really lies. Try to be patient with this process and take your time.