The Alarm That Hijacks Your Love

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by Susan Campbell and John Grey

“I’ll be home late. Go ahead and have dinner without me.”

After hearing these words from her husband, Donna sat down and began to cry. “Eric’s such a workaholic,” she thought. “So busy all the time. And so tired. He never wants to talk or be intimate. What am I doing in this marriage?”

Donna was having another one of her inner conversations. She knew she should be having this conversation with Eric, but she feared Eric would just tune her out or be too distracted to listen. She thought, “I have to totally blow up if I want his attention. And that doesn’t really get me what I want. I don’t know what to do.”

Two hours later, Eric walked into the house carrying an armful of papers and books. Before he could get to his desk to put his papers down, Donna called out from the kitchen, “Well, it’s about time! What took so long?”

“Oh no,” Eric thought to himself, “I hardly get through the front door, and she starts in on me. I should have stayed at the office. She never appreciates how hard I work to support this lifestyle she enjoys. She has no idea what I’m up against.”

Eric and Donna were at it again. Only a few years into their marriage, they were already feeling disappointed and disconnected.

What causes such disconnection? We search for reasons — most of which involve blaming the other person: “If only he would pay more attention to me…” “If only she would be happy with what I do for her and stop finding fault…” Typically, we never get to the root of our distress.

We cannot see the real causes of emotional upsets and communication breakdowns because they are driven by a part of the brain that operates outside of conscious awareness. It acts like an alarm going off in the nervous system whenever it detects a potential threat to our survival, including a disturbance in our connection to “the one we depend on.” In this book, we refer to this as the survival alarm.

Like radar, your survival alarm is always scanning for danger. As with other animals, this alarm system was built into the human species to quickly accelerate our bodies into action if a predatory animal was even suspected to be nearby. It prompts a fight-or-flight response, which in prehistoric times would have prevented us from being eaten by saber-toothed tigers!

Modern civilization has made our physical survival more secure, but the human brain still retains this primitive warning system. Nowadays, it mainly seems to be hooked up to how safe and secure we feel with an intimate partner. Things like a sharp voice tone or a disapproving facial expression can trigger an automatic impulse to attack or run for our lives, as if a tiger has suddenly appeared.

When Eric and Donna tried to make sense of why the romantic feelings they used to share seemed to have become so infrequent, it did not occur to them to look into the inner workings of their nervous systems. Like most people, they had learned to seek answers through the logic of their own limited understanding: Eric would wonder, “Can’t she learn to speak to me without that critical edge in her voice? She knows this irritates me.” Donna would ask herself, “Doesn’t he know by now that all I need is a little more quality time with him? I’m not trying to control his life.”

Perhaps you have been in Eric’s or Donna’s shoes in a significant love relationship — perhaps more than once. Maybe you can remember that awful sinking feeling of loss — when you find yourself thinking, “This is not the person I fell in love with. What is happening to us?”

Eric and Donna started out very much in love. They knew that not all couples make it and that about half of all marriages end in divorce. But they felt confident that their love was true and deep and strong. They weren’t exactly youngsters when they met, either — which they considered another factor in favor of success. They had both been around and seen a lot of life. They knew themselves, or so they thought. But over time, as Eric tried to keep the peace and Donna tried to get more of his attention, they began to feel as if they were pulling in opposite directions.

Let’s take a closer look at how these two lovers — who are composite characters we will revisit throughout the book — came to feel less and less safe in their relationship. Donna and Eric are based on hundreds of couples we’ve worked with. Their reactive incidents, and increasing inability to repair them on their own, are typical.

Eric and Donna’s Fall from Grace
Donna was initially attracted to Eric’s self-assured competence. He was the kind of guy who always knew how to make things work and how to fix them if they didn’t. He mastered any technology that came along. As a successful architect, he could do any home-improvement job and even build a house from the ground up.

He had a confident gait and an inviting smile. But what really attracted Donna was his humility. Accustomed to guys who endlessly bragged about achievements and possessions, Donna almost had to drag out of Eric that he was a partner in a prestigious architectural firm. She also loved the deeply peaceful feeling she got around Eric, which was a natural counterbalance to her sometimes frenzied pace. She was calmed by his quiet demeanor and amazed at how intently he listened to her.

What attracted Eric to Donna was her colorful, expressive style. He loved the artistic way she dressed and her animated style of speaking and moving. Her expansive gestures, the way her eyes sparkled, the happy tone of her voice, and how she touched him, all turned him on in a big way. Donna’s ready enthusiasm about even the smallest things was contagious and could lift Eric’s spirits.

It didn’t take long before they each felt they had found “the one.” With Donna at his side, even a trip to the neighborhood coffeehouse seemed to Eric like a visit to some magnificent and unfamiliar place. When Donna had Eric by her side, she felt deeply safe and secure for the first time in her life. Together, life seemed full of magic and wonder. They were alive with excitement, curiosity, and hope. They wanted to share every possible moment with each other.

The pair experienced their first noteworthy upset about three months into their relationship. Eric arrived at Donna’s house to take her out for a romantic evening. He arrived with dreams of sharing a pleasurable meal at their favorite café, followed by even more pleasurable lovemaking later on.

Shortly after arriving at Donna’s home, Eric noticed that she seemed a bit tense. When he asked her what was wrong, she started recounting how her boss had unfairly overloaded her with work that afternoon.

As he tried to give her helpful advice on the situation, Donna seemed to get more distressed, rather than calming down. Desperate to keep his dream of a pleasurable evening intact, Eric responded by getting more logical about how she could solve her work problem, while his voice shifted to a lower, flatter, slightly impatient tone.

Suddenly, Donna shot back, “You think I’m stupid? I know all that! Why can’t you see things my way once in a while?”

Eric was stunned. He didn’t know what to say. All he could think of was, “I have to get out of here!” Without pausing, he stood up, walked down the stairs of her porch, and got back in his car, leaving Donna by herself in tears. Their date was cut short, and the honeymoon phase of their relationship came to an abrupt end.
Neither could make sense of what had happened. All they knew was that they each felt misunderstood and frustrated.

Identifying Triggers
Eric’s behavior was received very differently from the way he intended. He had offered what he considered helpful input, but Donna got upset. For her, this happened quite automatically. She wasn’t aware of why his words upset her so much.

Dissecting this interaction, we see that what initially provoked Donna was a shift in Eric’s voice tone. It was like this pushed a button inside her unconscious mind, and she reacted. In other words, Donna was triggered. A certain stimulus — in this case, Eric’s vocal tone and perhaps his facial expression — triggered her survival alarm. Of course, his words were not an actual threat to her survival, but the effect on her nervous system was pretty much the same as it would’ve been if a hungry tiger had appeared in the room.

Looking back over your own relationships, you can probably recall times when your emotions seemed to take over, causing you to do and say things you would not have done had you not been triggered. This is because anything that threatens your felt sense of connection to the one you depend on — your significant other — can seem like a threat to your survival. When your survival alarm starts ringing, it pretty much takes over your nervous system.

Later, after calming down, Donna realized that Eric’s tone of voice reminded her of how her father sounded when she was a child. She disclosed to Eric: “My father had a certain lecturing tone when I did things he disapproved of. When he spoke to me that way, I felt ridiculed and belittled. I would end up feeling like I wasn’t good enough in his eyes. I never felt safe enough to tell him how much this hurt me.”

Like most of us, Donna had an unhealed emotional wound from childhood. Early experiences with her father instilled in her an unconscious sensitivity to certain voice tones. Her alarm was set off by the way Eric sounded as he gave advice. We commonly call this “getting triggered” or “having one’s buttons pushed.” When this happens, we feel and react in ways that are often out of proportion to the actual situation.

Eric had no way of seeing into Donna’s unconscious mind. It was certainly not his intention to belittle her. He thought he was being helpful. But he, too, had fear thoughts arise that remained unconscious and probably fueled his need to give advice using that flat voice tone. He was afraid that Donna’s agitation over her boss might spoil their night together. He was unaware that his body, including his vocal cords, tightened up when he heard the person he loved in distress. He had a pattern of trying to fix things before they got out of control.

Both Donna and Eric had a lot going on inside of them that they had not learned to pay attention to. Without realizing it, their bodies and minds were overtaken by the survival states of fight, flight, or freeze.
Whenever Eric was triggered, his whole body would tense up, and his mind would either race with too many thoughts or he would want to do something — like running away. This is the flight response. When Donna was triggered, her stomach would get tight, and her breathing would become shallow. She would stop listening to the hurtful input and start using loud words to fend off the danger. This is the fight response.

A third common reaction is the freeze response, where someone starts to shut down, go blank, or numb out emotionally. Later, we will see how Eric gradually fell into this response as the couple’s reactivity escalated over the years.

As Donna’s alarm reacted to Eric’s voice tone, it affected her own voice. The moment she heard his flat tone, her own voice shifted, becoming louder, higher pitched, and strident. Hearing Donna’s voice increase in volume and tension, Eric’s alarm got triggered. In childhood, Eric saw that bad things happened when people yelled. He had learned to be afraid of harsh voice tones and angry facial expressions. When he saw people getting angry, he would run and hide in his bedroom closet to protect himself. Now, when Donna’s voice got louder and her face angry, he suddenly felt the need to escape.

As observers, we can see how Donna and Eric’s survival alarms took over, quickly sending them into states of upset that completely overpowered their ability to communicate in a conscious or loving way.

All of us have suffered such upsets. Unhealed experiences from our past programmed our survival alarms to scan for similar cues in the present, and when our alarms go off, we are catapulted into offensive, defensive, or numbed-out reactions. When we get triggered like this, things can spiral rapidly out of control, even when circumstances otherwise seem normal and familiar. We fall under the influence of adrenaline or other strong body chemicals. When this happens, we don’t realize how inebriated we are. Just like getting drunk, it can take time to discharge such biochemical states before our higher brain functions come back online.

Which Part of Your Brain Is Communicating?
In any given moment, your communication will be governed either by your higher brain or by your survival alarm. It’s important to understand that you and your partner will feel and behave differently depending on which part of your brain is in charge.

The Higher Brain
Brain scientists have found that certain areas in the cortex — especially parts in the front and center — play a vital role in our highest human capacities for loving thoughts, feelings, and actions. The neocortex is that outer layer you see in photos of the whole brain. It is home to regions associated with conscious awareness. Central areas of the frontal lobes are involved in our abilities to be empathetic, to put ourselves in another person’s shoes, and to understand what is going on inside someone.

This is the part of the brain that helps you see the complexity of an interpersonal situation, stay calm, comprehend and care about each other’s needs, negotiate and collaborate, get creative, and ultimately arrive at a win-win solution. This brain functionality is essential for effective two-way communication. It provides a braking function, allowing you to patiently listen to your partner, pause as needed for comprehension, and move through a topic at an appropriate speed.

Neuroscientists are developing detailed maps of these brain areas, but for simplicity’s sake we will call this the higher brain. Essentially, a well-functioning higher brain is what you need if you want to behave in ways that maximize feelings of love and trust.

Operating from your higher brain, you are more likely to be viewed as a “friend” to your partner’s brain. Your face will look friendly, your voice tone will sound friendly, and you will have friendlier things to say — even while ironing out differences. So if your goal is to work things out and make sure everyone feels heard, you want your higher brain to be in charge of the conversation.

An excerpt from the book Five-Minute Relationship Repair. Copyright © 2015 by Susan Campbell and John Grey. Reprinted with permission from New World Library. www.NewWorldLibrary.com

Susan Campbell, PhD, trains coaches and therapists throughout the United States and Europe to integrate the tools in Five-Minute Relationship Repair into their professional practices. In her own practice, she works with singles, couples, and work teams to help them communicate respectfully and responsibly. The author of Getting Real, Saying What’s Real, and other books, she lives in Sonoma County, California. www.susancampbell.com

John Grey, PhD, is a relationship coach specializing in intensive couples retreats. He also trains couples therapists in a state-of-the-art approach that integrates the latest neuro-science and attachment research. He has taught communication workshops at Esalen Institute, University of California at Berkeley, Stanford University, and Scripps Institute. He lives in Sonoma County, California. www.soulmateoracle.com